"The Hardest Thing" by 98 degrees

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do

To turn around and walk away Pretending I don't love you


*jane: i miss you,bestfriend (: and those girl talks too..!

i chanced upon this phrase from somewhere (: it says "the greatest thing is to love and be loved in return." (too bad i cant experience that "greatest thing".heh)
sweet. (:

and then i got this from another somewhere.it says "friends are forever,boys are whatever." how very true..!

i guess during the past few months i've only been thinking about me,myself and I.
i got so caught up with my lovelife(not that i really had one anw..)that i didnt care about anything else.
thank goodness its all OVER (:
from now on,its friends FIRST,boys later (:

here goes another random rambling..

i guess i take things for granted sometimes.wait,actually,its MOST OF THE TIME.
and i only realise the importance of it AFTER its been taken away from me.
sigh. hannah shall resolve to treasure what she has from now on..!(:

tmr..tmr..tmr..
saturday,oh,saturday.
should i,or should i not?
would it matter if i do?

you know,i think when a person forgets about wanting to let go of it,letting go becomes alot easier (:

anw,i dont have much to blog today..!! haha oops?=P
i think its pretty funny that alastair actually thinks my voice is cute,cos it frigging isn't!
i cant help it if im born with some SICKENING kiddy voice right?
aights anyone wants to sponsor my voice transplant operation?:D

aww (: my cousin just told me how much she missed me =P haha oops?

mann,i need kick.excitement.spice. wanna give me some?(:

i think im over you.
i hope i am (:
heh.the real test comes 2days from now.saturday,oh,saturday.

rachel goh ke ying OWES hannah tan si ping BIG TIME!(:

hello,that woman practically borrowed whatever chinese cds i have laa (-.-)
& she keeps reminding me to bring those silly "huan zhu ge ge" stuff for her..! GOODNESS!
oh wells. she's my ahem,"dotter" afterall,so i guess i shldnt kick up too much of a fuss about that (:

& at least she gave me like 3packets of tomblerone,2packets of hersheys & a a chuppachup lolli (:

anw,she & pangsai HUMILIATED me BIG TIME today..!! i shant elaborate further just in case V reads my blog =P i mean,all i did was to say V looks cute(and a lil handsome!) & they had to go embarrasse me in front of her..! seriously,these ppl derive joy from other's suffering =P

i like the amath banding system (: sure,im banded into the WORST amath class(ehh,im not exactly a math person laa :D )but i've got the BEST amath teacher.ever!
and that incredibly wonderfully fantabulous amath teacher is... MR GAN (:
he makes doing amath sums so FUNN! and he makes it so easy-to-understand!
GOSH! i cant stress any further on how GOOD an amath teacher he is (:
guess what?(: im soo going to engage him to be my amath tutor (:
you know,if he taught me since last yr,i would be scoring 90marks plus for amath!!
he's like a gazillion & one times better than that miss W. (:

okayy.enough abt that (:

mr jonathan khoo qian heng has been calling me every night ever since monday to ANNOY me!!=P
oh wells (: i dont have the heart to say "NO" to my bestfriend laa.
aint i nice?:D

aights.i needa poop..!-rushes off to the loo-

"What Hurts the Most" by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

you know,for some reason,im able to relate pretty well to that song.
ever felt like the more you try to forget someone,the harder it is?
ever realised how tough it is to let go?
oh wells.

aneeways,i had funn in school today (:
haha intensive revision aint that bad! in fact,i kinda enjoy them =P
and all the sec4s are having lessons in the hall together! and im sitting with eunice & manda ((:

*should i go,or should i not?

WHOOTS!

i sooo deserve my sucky results ):
why?cos i didnt put in enough effort to study hard i guess.(& then there's one other factor..)
wonderful.i'll probably spend my first 3months WORKING with amanda (:
& maybe crashing into other JCs =P

okay laa. i wont be coming online that often now (:
gotta MUGG!MUGG!MUGG!all the way till Os!
gotta learn to resist temptation like for example,the television set & the computer :D
gotta learn to steer clear from all distractions.
gotta have self-control.
gotta be goal-orientated!

alrightys.(: 'nuff said.

you know,i thought i'll never ever watch anything korean.. :D
when clique started to watch truckloads of korean serials,i was like "mann,im NEVER gonna be like them!" =P haha cos i thought korean shows ahem,stinked :D
but i just realised how very wrong i was..! im HOOKED on korean serials mann (:
oh mann im addicted to "full house"!!
heh gotta put that away for now till Os are over. bahhhh.

just smth random.
you know,i thought i've mastered the art of letting go. but heh,i didnt!
i thought it was easy,but hell no,it aint ): sighh.

aneeways,ninjalzg's nagging at me now..! (just like a daddy =P )

okayy,im gone!(: *poof*


its hard to forget you.

jonk's grp masterpiece (: they WON..!
tessy's grp fondue(: very nicely decorated!
tim's grp masterpiece(: rather ingenius :D
fondue in the making =P
they look a tad bit retarded,dont you think?:D
rather absorbed eh?:D
the not-so-statue-like stautes (:
posing outside 7-eleven (: how nice!


LAZY (: thats my current mood.

dont really feel like blogging today..BUT!..,for the sake of my ahem,dear readers,i shall (:

had oodles of funn yesterday (:
met eunice & manda at orchard yesterday to hang out for awhile before i headed to church.
they're a bunch of super funn people,i tell you (:

the treasure hunt thing planned by justina & i went smoothly (: THANK GOODNESS! there werent any major glitched (: and im glad the YI-ians had funn..! :D
i shall post those pictures i took later =P

church was alright today (: felt a tad bit guilty for not paying attention during sermon..! haha basically crapped around with jonk,sam,just & ian throughout the entire sermon :D guilty guilty..!!

aneeways,JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE rocked (: haha watched it at the Grand Cathy with zg,gelhead,tessy,ed & fidz. mann i love that show ((((((:

alrightys,enjoy the peektores! (:


*i think im hooked on this korean drama with Rain actign in it :D slept at 3am just to watch that on channel55 :D

sheesha! was so frigging pissed off after dinner at swensons thanks to this witch who came along..dang!

thats the aerial shot of the living room (: see part of the spiral stairs?:D
thats the 2nd floor (: haha mann,i really do love her condo (:
anw,i cant seem to upload the other pretty pictures ): maybe tmr :D

PRELIMS..! sheesha sheesha sheesha!

i got back my english & pure geography results today ): they suck soo much that they arent even worth mentioning..! GOSH!
i didnt even get an A2 for english..! ): damned! and my pure geog..paper2 pulled my marks down a darn lot cos i didnt complete the frigging paper..! ): GOSH! mrs N put this at the side of my paper2 answer sheet "hannah,you need to manage your time better and you shldnt just memorise the facts.." oh wells. smth along that line. haiz. (to those who arent comfortable with hanana using such vulgarities: pls do understand okay?i needa RANT!)

& PL refuses to moderate our lousy results ): DANG! i can forget about my first 3 months of JC education laa ):
which reminds me..some teachers & students from ACJC came to our school today (: to ahem,BRAINWASH us! haha propaganda!propaganda! =P GOSH! now im kinda interested in ACJC :D but the cut-off point is so LOW! haiz ): and i still kinda like CJC :D
which reminds me.. ACJC's open house is on the same day as CJC's!(14 oct 06) dang!
i am so NOT pleased with the arrangement ):

on a much much happier note..

i went to justina's house today..!(: (: (: yeahh,after taking THREE buses and walking a long long way :D
it was suppose to be only TWO buses (from my house to the interchange,and from the interchange to justina's house..) BUT i missed the stop and found myself on the highway!!(goodness gracious me!) so i had to take another bus to get back ): haiz!and then i stopped one stop before so i had to walk all the way the the other bus stop (-.-) pretty confusing eh?

aneeways,I LOVE JUSTINA'S PRETTY-LOOKING CONDOMINIUM (:
its gorgeous! magnificient! beautiful!(: its like a scene in a fairytale..! wonderful (:
and i took some pictures of it! haha i like her staircase (: its spiral!!
anw,we took more than 2hrs just to discuss the "treasure hunt" for tmr's YI programme!!
and i didnt get to tan afterall ): was bumming around with justina on her bed =P haha!
i like her room (: and her bed.and everythign else in her room! and that includes the candies i found on her table =P

okay laa.i shall just upload the pictures i took today (:

to all YI-ians: remember to DRAG YOUR LAZY BUTTS TO CHURCH tmr at 5PM!(:
procrastination is highly frowned upon!! (: those who come late will have to do a forfeit (:

my other green items which i bought yesterday ((:
my pretty GREEN tank top from esprit ((:

career guidance talk was FUNN!(:
did some tests and guess what?! the occupation i am most suited is PSYCHOLOGIST (:
my dream job! whootsa!(: its under "social occupations"..! so i guess im a "people person"(in other words,someone who can relate best with people (: i think?haha who cares!)

let's see..my strengths are:
-warm & friendly(definitely! :D )
-enthusiastic & expressive(true true.. =P )
-good on stage(drama mama...!)
-makes friends easily (:
-generous,sincere at heart
-wide eyes & innocent(haha zg will SO disagree to this =P )
-likes spontaneous activities!(right on the button,baby =P )

OH!here are my weaknesses :D and they're quite accurate! :
-messy & disorganised(yeah!even my lil bro's more organised :D )
-forgetful :D
-restless & naive(ABIT laa.)
-needs attention(??!!)
-answers for others
-fickle(absolutely!)
-makes excuses(all the time,baby =P )

oh wells (: its SUPER accurate afterall!

aneeways...hannah's current mood is ECSTATIC!(:

cos i went shopping with bre DEAREST today..!! and i got a pretty GREEN tanktop from esprit (:
ah!the beauty of the colour green (: that top cost me $19.90!
bree got a top too (: a nice brown top with cool designs! haha i chose the colour for her (: it cost $19.90 too :D heh. i think im into earth colours (: after all,earth colours suit my skin colour :D at least,thats what my godmother told me.(:

anw,bree & i shopped from 2plus to 5plus! GOSH! we almost DIED! shopping can KILL,i tell you. it can kill your legs (: heh. all those walking around.sheesha. oh wells! at least i had FUNN!(:

bree says i remind her of miss swan! (fyi,she's this RETARDED but dammit hilarious woman in those youtube videos :D )
haha at least im an interesting person =P

i wacthed mtv yesterday (: i think dennis keller is SUPER HOT!
and yeah,spunky too ((:

okayy laa.im gonna get back my dammit prelim results tmr ):
i am so NOT looking forward to it. bullshitter ): ): ): ): ):

at least im going to justina dear's house tmr!(: SUNTANNING time! haha i like condominiums :D
thank goodness i got smth to look forward to (:

btw,the principals of ACS(I) and ACSI(international) came to my school today to talk about International Baccaleurate(IB) programme (: nice.i like. haha! interested laa.
yikes! i just realised smth ): i lent my pure geog textbook to my cousin and there's liek a hell lot of NONSENSE in it ): haha oh wells!

YAYNESS..!(:

for starters,i shall blog about how my wonderful day started (:
hannah tan si ping dragged her lazy butt out of bed early this morning to school for her chinese paper2..!
the paper was ALRIGHT i guess (: didnt do one question though cos i didnt have time to complete it! im a slow reader :D (just so you know,we had to read one close passage,THREE compre mcq & 2 compre open-handed!)

went to find the "dean" guy(some computer genius in my school :D )to ask him to help me retrieve my lost password..!(: cos i need to use it to get into the school's academic portal to do some STUUUPID(!!) climate survey thing. and you know what?! my lost password was..*drum rolls* MCFLY! super embarrassing,i tell you! -blushes deeply- i dont even rmb changing my password to that! goodness gracious me!

aneeways,i rushed home after that & got bathed (:
was suppose to meet lessy dear at serangoon mrt (: we went SHOPPING at orchard..!
we had funn doing retarded stuff together :D haha and i bought lots of GREEN STUFF (: i like!
for now,green's my FAVOURITE COLOUR!!(((: its so pretty..!

oh yes..! i think singapore is wayy to SMALL..! i met soo many people today whilst shopping in orchard! let me name some down..
-justina dearr!(:
-cheong jun KOR (:
-liza,shermian & their other 4A2 friends!

haha thats quite alot (: oh! i had a super retarded conversation with shermain =P
S: eee..! you AGAIN!
H: -screams- why?!!!!!! why must you be here?!!

haha i think thats it =P i cant rmb the others! haha.

neeways,jia en aka my KOR(: asked me out initially but then he couldnt make it in the end cos he had to attend to some important matters (-.-)!! he said he tried to phone me a gazillion and one times but couldnt get through..! [my phone has some connection problems laa ): ] and he said he's darn sorry about it. so to make up,he's getting me a free meal from gelare! [i dont care lor,you had better!=P ]

anw,kor just created a blog (: with the help of dear elena! haha =P its http://boldhydratedhunk.blogspot.com/ (: go spam his tagboard when he uploads it! =P

okay laa.i shall stop now and do the stuupid climate survey thing (:

BOO ):

for some frigging reason,all the pictures in my handphone DISAPPEARED..!! *poof* gone.zilch.zero. SIGH..! it happened when i plucked the USB cable off my handphone[was transferring new songs into my hp's mp3]
): ): ): ): ): thank goodness i saved all the pictures in my hp into my documents!(: *whewww*
but its so troublesome..! now i gotta transfer everything(close to 200pictures!)back to my hp..! and i gotta rename them ): ): ): there goes all my pretty & creative names i gave the pictures last time ): ): ):

dang it!dang it!dang it! im so NOT pleased about having to rename everything ): and some of my more recent pictures are completely GONE cos i didnt save them into my picture documents ): just so you know,im feeling extremely sore about it >:( arghh.! & i gotta arrange it in order of date ):

on a happier note,i've got only ONE paper left and then it'll the the END OF PRELIMS for me (: whoo yeah..!
and then i'll slack for about 5days and then return to mugging mode (: fair enough!
whaa..!! i'll be having two shopping sprees in a row (: haha tmr's shopping with clique and on thurs,i'll be shopping with my DEAREST bree(see that,bre?=P ) & ms cheryl gan might want to tag along ((:

neeways, i cant wait to go to justina's house on friday evening..!(: gonna wreck havoc..!! MOOHAHAHA =P

wonderful.i just realised i owe alot of my DEARESTS their birthday pressies..!):
i shall ahem,list their names down :D (as of 29th june)
-belleee baby
-becca dearest!
-samsee ah ma :D
-PANGSAI..!!

that should be all right?:D but i have this teeny weeny feeling that i've missed out some people :D sorry..!! do let me know if i havent gotten your pressie okay?(: btw,this only applies to my DEARESTS =P

i think i shld list the names of those whom i got pressies for. :D sigh.these FORTUNATE ppl! =P
-JANE PANG SU-MEI (:
-AMELIA MAK WEI XIN
-BREANNA CHAN QI MIN
-EUNICE WONG YUN QI
-GABRIEL LUM smth smth =P

you all better feel HONOURED that hannah the GREAT got all of you smth nice (:

*so much for my happy ending

MOOHAHAHA..!(:

pure geography paper1 was PURE NONSENSE!(: haha the answers on my MCQ sheet seems to form four BIG "S"(s)..!! pretty cool eh?:D

the weather's pretty good today(: cool weather. i like! anw,the unfortunate bunch of sec4s returning to school today are the pure geog girls and the pure bio girls..! so unfair.. ):

rahhh..!! i've got science paper1 tmr and sickening CHINESE ):
i seriously envy those who scored their As and Bs for chinese & those who refuse to re-take chinese Os ):

anw,i'll be enjoying myself like crazy after prelims (: hannah's schedule:

wed: hanging out with clique (:

thurs: (i've got THREE groups of people booking me :D ) cousins/bree/clique

fri: bumming around in justina dear's condo (((: haha!! (gotta plan the prog for YI on sat)

sat: shopping with JUSTINA!! ,YI & probably catch a movie at night with the YI peeps (:

sun: CHURCHHHHH..!(:

its funny why people keep calling me "crazy girl" cos i seriously am NOT crazy..!(: fyi,im a VERY SANE PERSON!!
anw,i think im jealous of ike ): its so UNFAIR! he gets to skip NS & education and go all the way to america to study MUSIC!! rahh. i want that too ):

oh yes..! i think marcus koh looks ALOT like samuel,my cousin =P haha!

GOSH...!!! i am soo extraordinarily PISSED..! >:( mr barnabas tan jian ping aka my lil brat,was suppose to help me record "chase" on ch5 while i was away having chinese tuition and well..he did.but he recorded the frigging WRONG channel ): ): ): ): ): ): what a screwed-up head he has mann. there goes the last episode "chase".im feeling absolutely BITTER about that mann.[even though ive watched the entire series before =P ] sigh. bye bye mr hunky utt ):

just watched "lilo & stitch" on disney channel's ORIGINAL MOVIE (: so touching ((:

ever wondered how it feels to like a person when you're not suppose to 'cos it'll never turn out the way you want it to be? ever liked a person but know that you musn't let your feelings known? heh. i thought so too. oh wells. that feeling sucks..!! ):

jeannie took a picture of me talking to sam in gramp's room (-.-)!! [i was explaining some PURE GEOG stuff to sam :D ]


WHOOTS!(: so ive been slacking like mad during the weekends..!! which is kinda bad,cos my prelims arent actually over :D haha! but at least the worst is over (:

anw,yesterday's worship was..SUPERB..!!(: incredibly fantastic! & hannah's lovin' it..! and heyy,im not the only one who says it rocked okay! (: gelhead was the worship leader.heh. gave him my worship leading slot (: how nice of ME! :D oh yeah,that guy got himself THREE musicians..!! thats like,INSANE (: haha but who cares,it made yesterday's worship better (: [ & i think gelhead's voice is REALLY good..! okay.fullstop.dont think too much about it..!) uncle FM was the honourable speaker. mann,i think he's a super GOOD speaker cos he captures my attention(which is smth not many speakers can do :D )& he makes his workshops super interesting & entertaining (: i like. haha.

just found out how extremely deprived i am yesterday..! went out for dinner with the YI peeps after YI's prog ended (: went to plaza singapura & we ate at yoshinoya..!(heh.we just HAD to eat there..well..not my idea..)
didnt have much of an appetite so i ordered waffle fries & miso soup(my favourite!:D ) went SHOPPING after that (: *sigh.that wonderful word* MY GOSH! it felt darn GOOD to shop (: outfitter girls was having this MEGA SALE thing so i bought a casual green beach dress for only 10bucks & a pair of super nice 3/4 white pants at 15bucks..!!(: [bree & jane were dammit jealous =P ) got a pair of red slippers from RIPPLES too :D

oh,and did i add how mr marck anthonny yow kept BUGGING me yesterday?:D constantly trying to irritate the hell outta me..!! but of cos,ms hannah is a VERY PATIENT girl (: she can tolerate nonsense. haha..!

*i think a certain guy in my church likes a certain girl in my church. whootsa..!okayy. thats all im saying.. dont wanna be the instigator of any rumour or whatever =P *

today's service was alright (: i actually listened during sermon..!! SHOCKING. heh. well thats cos mr L is a good preacher (: he,like uncle FM,is able to capture my attention!heh. such rare gems :D
anw,hannah's ESTACTIC (: cos ms dawn lun FINALLY finished repairing my earrings (:

sweet revenge,oh,sweet revenge.
im so ready for it.
no more being the nice girl.
bree baby,you can teach me now (:

*latest cravings: NEW ZEALAND ICE CREAM (: pls get me some :D

HELLO PEOPLE ((: im backkk..!! [dont mind the extreme chirpiness :D ]

so after a 4-day hiatus,im finally back to blog!(: GOSH! i actually miss blogging!
okay,the reason for my extreme chirpiness is because today's the unofficial end of prelims!(:
i say "unofficial" cos i still have FOUR papers left (: but its only pure geog paper1,science paper1 & chinese! so it aint that bad -grins widely-

whew-ee! this week's been REALLY mentally & physically exhausting (: phsyically exhausting because i have to write a hell lot for my TWO humanties subjects..!!its like writing essays after essays! mann,i can really KILL you!! thank goodness i wont have to write so much for the next one month (:

anw,i had amath & chemistry today ): these two are my most HATED subjects,not to mention,my worst! but welll...chemistry was manageable,surprisingly.(cos PL's chem papers are usually v.challenging!!) amath was a killer,as usual. need i say more? i mean,what on earth is a "singular matrix"?! we werent even taught that! even the smartest amath person in my class doesnt know (-.-)

got soo super pissed with the amath qns,i started to ahem,cuss under my breath & wrote "wtf" & "wth" all over my question paper!!(to those who are sensitive to me using such words,please do understand!!) i mean,i was so frustrated! i practised so hard & then this happens ): i remember euodia,one of my seniors,telling me that she always failed her amath until Os. haha! she had mrs.S as her amath teacher!(goodness! she's more unfortunate than i am =P even though mrs.W is bad enough!!) so hopefully,i'll also at least attain a C5 for my Os (: i shall OWN AMATH!

okayy,enough of prelims,bad amath results & sucky amath teachers..
on a happier note,at least the worst is over & i can RELAX & CHILLLL (((:

whilst on my way home with the usual people,i met bestfriend (: jane PROMISED to hang out with ME after Os (: haha sigh. darn those major exams!prevents me from hanging out with my DEARESTS ): rahh. i miss my belle too!& then there are my other dearests.. sigh!!

was hoping to cut my long tresses today,but then it started to pour super heavily.. ): dammit! im not very pleased with the weather ): probably cut it tonight if the salon's open,if not tmr morning.

OH! i met angeline on the way to the examination hall today (: she was rattling some amath integration formula (-.-)! and then she HAD to ask me & confuse me!! hahaa,but she's still a dear la (:

*bree wrote me a SUPER SWEET testimonial the other day and im gonna post it here (: its below,in GREEN!

LOL
i shall be nice and write you a testimonialafter seeing those gross ones that i wrote for you eons ago.HEHso you should be nice and write one LOOOOOONG one for me too!((:
ain't i nice?
so..HANNAH no longer goes for ACSI guys...-silence for ten billion years-
guess that's all that has changed since sec 1/2 HAHA
she's still LOOOOOUD and NOISYand FULL OF CRAP((:
well i guess TANSIPING has learnt many lessons these few months and maybe she had matured a littlee..BUT I THINK IT'S BECAUSE OF MY INFLUENCE. ((: smth random but your chinese name looks like SIPPING. SIPING SIPPING. ((:so anywayyyyyyyy my dear tansiping..
I STILL LOVE YOU.and will always be willing to listen to yo uand thanks for listening to my whining too! ((: LOVEYA DARLS!
PS: SAMSEE AND ANGELINE!! how come you spam her testimonials and i don't get?! i want LOTS TOO! ((: LOVEYA TOO!! ((:
YOURS DEARRRRLY,BRE! ((:

Random thoughts

*aint she sweet?haha my LOVER laa,thats why =P tends to get influenced by MY SWEETNESS (: haha!
& if you're wondering,i DID write bree a testimonial.wait.i think i wrote TWO! rather long ones (:

*i cant wait for YI tmr ((:

*sheesha. i cant seem to master the art of letting go ):

okay okay! i know im not suppose to use the computer today but well..since im doing my school's "climate survey",i might as well blog abit too :D

so much for my so-called hiatus. haha!
im always succumbing to temptation! cant resist it. arghh )):

anw,today's elective literature paper was OKAY (: i think i wrote just enough for sectionA questions. for section B,i think i wrote too little for my part2 of the question ): whaaaaaa...!! not enough time la ):

i watched snow patrol's "chasing cars" music video yesterday night at 2am on mtv :D super nice! haha.
alrights,think i'll go now. stomach's growling. :D

i'll try not to come online from tmr till thurday (((: mug mug mugggg..

whaaaaa..!! alastair just said i look like a primary school kidd ): [cos im webcamming]i so do NOT!
oh but he redeemed himself when he said my smile's cute ((: YAYNESS! okay. im off =P

*whootsa! stead(joellleeee) just tagged me to do a quiz ive done before (-.-)

okay,i was superr productive yesterday ((:
i studied four chapters of social studies & five chapters of literature in total yesterday!! :D :D :D
nearly DIED,i tell you.read so much! took in sooo much information. urgh. cant wait to regurgitate everything during prelims (:

anw,i've been having splitting headaches. no thanks to lack of sleep. sigh. fatigue. sheesha.

i sent out like 26 similar smses to my DEARESTS today (: [those who are having Os & As prelims!]aint i sweet?haha im oh-so-encouraging!!(:
SEC4s!! : we must jia you,okay?(: prove to our teachers that we're the BEST!gambatte!!:D

oh yes! the next time i'll be blogging wld be this coming friday!(: hannah has decided that her prelims are VERY VERY IMPORTANT & she has finally realised the seriousness of it all! (took me quite some time eh.haha!)so she'll ahem,stop coming online until friday!(: HUGE SACRIFICE please ):

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THOSE TAKING Os & As PRELIMS TMR!!((:

a box of nerds a day,keeps you mugging all the way (: //copyrights,hannah!
*when mugging,have some NERDS (: so extra-nerdify yourself!! :D

haha pangsai was being an ass yesterday ((: she made me add her "crush" on friendster!! (-.-) what the heck,seriously! but welll..since i love her so much..i guess its alright (: aint i nice?! -grins-

anw,i had a SUPERR LONG TALK with mr jonathan khoo qian heng yesterday night (: haha dammit hilarious conversation,i tell you!! you know,he was laughing himself silly half the time[thanks to my funny antics!] and then he burst into laughter when i called him "mojo jojo" (-.-) OH! we talked about a hell lot of dirrrtty stuff! haha its like soo R(A) please! haha damn funny.and he was like "hannah!! you've crossed the line!!" then im like,"there's no line,idiot!" haha had a hell lot of funn.

you know,having a guy bestfriend rocks (: especially since you've known him all your life. haha. my good.

aights.im gonna "chiong" today! so much to do,so lil' time! GOSH!
imma gonna mugg in church today ((: with myself. bahh.unless bestfriend wants to accompany ME!
-which he is.he just said so (: -

okay!! im off! dont wanna be late!(cos if i am,jonk wld nagg like crazy..!!)

was just revising my social studies shit and...
im SOOOO glad that singapore is NO LONGER part of m'sia (: thank God!
haha now now,i shall stop there. in case i spark of some racial riots,or worst,WAR with m'sia (:
[im am SO thoughtful]

whoots!(: im being a SUPER ANNOYING BUGGER now!
haha bugging the hell out of lynnette to send me some of her NICEST songs (:
'cos im so bored of the songs in my handphone's mp3.[even though they're quite NEW]
haha i get bored easily (:
if anyone of you have NICE songs[techno is EXCLUDED! i hate techno (: ]must send me okay?! yay.

i might want to be a ROCK STARRRR next time! haha i think its damn cool (: and i like rock music!! :D

hannah is feeling pretty AMUSED (: haha.
ninjalzg is like telling me about his encounter in compasspoint's toilet today. dammit hilarious!!
practically rolling on the floor now :D super funny! laughing myself silly! haha.
apparently,some gay guy flashed his erm,nether region in front of zg (: haha!
*hannah's trying her utmost best to stifle her laughter*
and zg's telling me how that gay guy smiled at him ever-so-gayly.
*whooboy!now my sides are hurting from all that laughing*
okay.i shall stop here (: haha.if i go on,i'll just DIE.super funny.haha!

bahh i think i'll go to church early tmr to study before YI (:

WHOOTS!(: today's my MOST PRODUCTIVE DAY! yet. haha!
i decided to mugg in the void deck ALONE instead of my lil'room!(well,i did ask someone to mugg with me,but he didnt want too!!)
why?cos i'll get SUPER DISTRACTED! haha no thanks to the computer,the kitchen,my other stuff.. :D

ive finished revising 3/4 of my human geography textbook & half of my sec3 social studies shit!(: (: (:
oh yes! i did cedar girls' school emath prelim papers too! :D GOSH!
okay,enough of all that.

hannah just watched "cow belles" on disney channel (: i love that movie!!
i think its a FANTASTIC movie (:

anw,i wanna watch "john tucker must die"!! bahh prelims. -whines-
the super HOT & highly SEXY jesse metcalfe is acting in it!! makes me wanna watch it more (:
& i think adam brody from THE OC is drop-dead gorgeous (: haha well,FINE.close to that anw (:
bahh.enough of guys.

marcus koh was trying to promote his ACJC to me yesterday (-.-) haha said i should go there. we'll see :D


"how the hell did we turn out like this?!"--nickelback,Someday.
"if i just lay here,would you lie with me and just forget the world?"--snow patrol,Chasing Cars.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN PANGSAI!!!!((((:
whootsa! its ms kai huizi's birthday today!! :D aiks i shall dedicate a small bit of my entry to her!
let's see,i've known this girl since i was in pri1 (: she's a dammit COOL person to hang out with!
haha i'll forever cherish those super CRAZY times we've spent together (: esp in my sec2 year!
& yeah,she's my faithful shopping khaki too!
bottomline- i LOVE huiis!!!-screams-
*eh pangsai,you'd better feel honoured okay!

anw,abit about today...i went to sam's house AGAIN!(: haha to get my shades from her!! ooo baby,im lovin' it :D haha okay,that sounded SUPER gay!! did the usual stuff -- messed up her room!
& i stole some of the mashies her beloved bf gave her (: aww!
and then we started flipping through mags looking for prom dresses! haha they're all so pretty! i saw this really nice one from JOOP and its pretty afforadable but sam says they dont sell it anymore )))):
bahh.oh wells.

oh yes! i woke up with TWO VERY SWOLLEN EYES today ): haha i wore a pair of shades everywhere i went! too ugly! not nice! bahh. everything looked sepia-coloured to me today! haha so amusing =P

went for amath tution (: im beginning to love logarithm! SHOCKING (:
bahh. im SLEEPY!

1) Do the following without complaints.
2) Choose 5 persons to do this after you have completed yours.
3) Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.

Favourite colour: orange & green (:

Favourite food: fastfood! Cafe food also (:

Favourite movie: cinderella story. CHAD MICHAEL MURAYY!!

Favourite sport: table-tennis & cycling!

Favourite day of the week: Saturday! Sunday too :D

Favourite ice-cream: GELARE

Favourtie TV shows: eh,TOO MANY!(: okay la,desperate housewives!

Current mood: SLEEPY!

Current taste: in?

Current clothes: BEEG fila tee & plmgs shorts.

Current desktop: some waterfall peektore :D its mums!

Current toenail colour: normal colour (:

Current time: 20 33

Current annoyance: I dont get annoyed easily (: but do NOT take advantage of that!

Current thoughts: I wanna start blogging already!

First best friend: I cant rmb (: probably jonathan khoo qian heng =P

First crush: like erm,K2? :D

Frist movie: GOSH! Its so long ago I cant rmb (:

First lie: told too many =P haha!

First music: hmm some lullaby?

Last cigarette: NEVER!!

Last drink: YOGHURT DRINK (: for a healthy living!

Last car ride: on Sunday (:

Last crush: erm it ended recently!

Last phone call: probably fidz yesterday night (: to bug her to help me do smth!

Last CD played: currently listening to raven symones “this is my time”

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: haha not exactly (: theyre all girls! Cept jonk!

Have you ever broken the law: of cos (: I jay-walk all the time =P

Have you ever been arrested: nope! Never will I hope :D

Have you ever skinny dipped: GOSH! Never (:

Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: haha nope!

Have you ever loved and lost somebody: yeah.just happened recently. need you remind me?):

the five lucky people.

1. pumpkin-face!

2. gelhead

3. ninjalzg

4. spicey

5. elenaaaa


my dear BREANNA CHAN QI MIN tagged me to do that (: eh eh she called me "tan si ping" (-.-)
anw,its DONE! finally (: it took forever! waste of time really (:
had some sms chat thingies going on with a few of my DEARESTS today!& bree finally admitted to loving me oh-so-much! aww hannah feels so loved (:

i had oodles of funn during chinese tuition! haha jeremy's lil'brother JOSEPH came.haha and then there's this BIG joseph from acs(barker) too! he's sec4.same as ME!(: i think the BIG JOSEPH is super introverted! i was having funn crapping around while he just sat there laughing (-.-) eh eh! the small joseph was nice to play with (: haha! goodness he's only primary4 and he has this super HUGE crush on a girl (-.-)

me: eh joseph(the barker boy),were you like him(small joseph)?
big joseph: not even close!haha =P

anw,steve irwin just passed away! no thanks at all to some stinky stingray! bahh. so to commemorate him,we shall all put a (tu) [its a tortoise emoticon] on our msn nick (: haha my goodness! no wonder most of my friends have tortoises on their msn nicks =P

***
to you-know-who-you-are: thanks for all the super sweet & fun memories you've left me (: im glad that we're still great friends even though so much has happened and that we cant be more-than-that. (:

*this happens when we attempt to dance (:
my smartass cousin SAMUEL (: eh,RI boy!
all cramped up in grammy's room (:
getting all chummy (:
dragon boating at the kallang river!(: -taken on the 2sept'06
shampoo advert,eugene?(:
bree AH! stoning at spotlight =P -taken on 31aug '06

my beloved 4A2 dancers: SAM SEE ah ma & my pumpkin-face ANGELINE!(: -taken on 31aug'06

haha as you all can see,i've just uploaded a few VERY random peektores (:
i've been trying to upload them during the past few days but haven't been successful because blogger.com REFUSED to co-orporate with me! ): bahh. anw,they're FINALLY up!(:

basically mugged my ass off the entire day (: haha did like a gazillion amath questions till i went dizzy! logarithm.pffft! i like integration (: okay,that's besides the point! i shall do my utmost best to OWN AMATH (: moohahaha even though i suck at it (: hannah shall strive to attain at least a B3 for amath (: you all just wait & see!!

i just realised smth!the testimonials on my friendster's profile-page are all written by either samsee or pumpkin-face!(: haha awww my dearests!
anw,dear spicey's obssessed with her bf. PERIOD! she just HAD to tell me about her smooching-business! bahh. no thanks at all when you're trying to get over someone. but its alright,i know she still loves me (:

no one understands. no one knows ):
its not easy. seriously,its not.
& i've not gotten over it. at least,not now.
*the best i've ever had (:

GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!! my whole body's aching like crazy from yesterday's dragon boating! esp my back & my left calf ): i think im DYING! bahh. my throat's still sore too! and i've got a blister on my right thumb ): wonderful eh? okay la,before a certain mr gelhead says im just wallowing in self-pity,i'll just stop complaining(or rather,WHINING) :D

anw,yesterday's dragon boating was superb :D haha had oodles of funn! and i was NOT late!(: im like the SECOND to arrive (: haha right after mr gelhead.but thats besides the point.
my right arm almost broke yesterday!oh yes! i needa add this bit! when the other team(read: the "lao laos")started bombing us with water bombs,i stood up and threw it back at them (: & then i slipped and fell to the back!(goodness it was EMBARRASSING!) and then marck fell and landed on my left leg!
whooboy just imagine! marck's entire weight on my poor leg ): and he's not exactly that light fyi.he weighs like a 100 over kilograms! ): i was utterly mortified then! lol. :D

the "forever young" aka the "lao laos" are EVIL (: they threw water bombs at us (the "young phunks") like there's no tmr ): i was totally DRENCHED! had bucketfuls of water splashed over me. bahh. they have ZERO sportsmanship (: haha cos we were suppose to race at that point of time,NOT throw water bombs. bahh.
it was super hilarious when marck TRIED to capsize their boat on shore. haha =P anw,i think we polluted the kallang river with tons of plastic bags yesterday :D

i was superly jaded after all the rowing! went to bathe with fidz,tessy,ger,flo & xiuli (: haha. there're like only TWO shower rooms! so we had to wait for hours for our turn!(okay la,im just exaggerating :D )
fidz and i were fooling around (: haha we were shouting stuff like "fidz doesn't wear a braaa"! super funny :D
initially,i wanted to just rinse myself but after ms fidz told me about the dead bodies in kallang river,i changed my mind :D haha borrowed tes' shower foam & shampoo. she's NICE la.unlike fidz (:

walked all the way from kallang to suntec city yesterday night. could've DIED! (dont know who's stupid idea was it for us to walk =P )
ate at carl's jr (: spent close to 10bucks on my dinner!! whaaaa.. -whines-
wanted to share with tes,but decided not to =P cos we both wanted to eat different things. haha so in the end,she shared with her gelhead :D marck was being a glutton.AS USUAL. he ate 2/3 of my chicken breast serving :D haha.
had funn talking nonsense with them (:
got all chummy with tessy & freaked her out =P
even worst,marck was trying to gay around with tim & ed :D
played at the arcade for awhile cos the boys(marck,ed,the twins,tim)wanted to play. bahh.decided to race with them (: haha and guess what?i beat them hands down at daytona!(: whoooots! (okay FINE,daniel helped :D he steered the wheel! haha)

took the NEL line with edmund (: haha he's a nice person to talk to! and guess who we saw when we boarded the train at doby ghaut?! EUGENE! i mean,whats the probability of meeting him?! like 1 in a million?super coincidental (: haha!
and then guess who i saw when i passed by potong pasir station? HAROLD! haha talked to him for a few seconds before the door closed =P then he msged.haha funny person (:
whooboy! he's gonna move house next month! to serangoon gardens! haha that's super near my house (: then he said we could have dinner at chompchomp :D crazy fella!

missed 5mins of service today thanks to BRE!! she came over to return me the 25bucks she borrowed (: haha took FOREVER to come!!
okay,today was ALRIGHT (: hannah attempted to look retro today!(i wore this super THICK peenk headband)
haha i think i succeeded! anw,did the usual stuff during bible study (: crapped around alot.haha i think im high on caffeine. :D


*bahh i cant seem to upload peektores i took ): i'll upload it tmr!

sam sam sammmmm... (((:
i went to spicey's house today (:
i didn't even have to try to rmb where her house is situated! my legs just took me there :D haha maybe 'cos i've been to her house a million & one times ((: haha 36brighton avenue.

anw,i had a ball of a time at her house!haha created chaos & messed up her room AGAIN! i always do,don't i sam?:D we took pictures of stuff she's planning to sell online :D haha!
fell in love with a pair of heels she bought but didnt wear (-.-) bahh so i bought it over from her at 15bucks :D YAYNESS! its like 10bucks lesser than its original price & its BRAND NEW!whootsa!
and then she gave me some of her accesories :D aww so sweet eh?
then we crapped around.tried to decorate her hair with oodles of clips & made her look like a screwed up geisha =P haha dammit hilarious!
stayed in her house for abt 2hours i think :D
mugged my ass off the moment i reached home :D

aint i hard-working?(:

anw,i'll be dragon-boating tmr with the lovable peeps from YouthImpact!(: YAYNESS!
just pray i wont get another bout of asthma attack.bahh.what a nuisance.

HANNAH
15nov1990
plmgs(pri),plmgs(sec)
ELDDS/dramaclub
TACMC YouthImpact
YouthImpact committee 2005,2006,2007! (:
hyperactive
procrastinator
flamboyant
living paradox
chatterbox (:
full of crap
tv-cum-movie addict
chocolate sinner
candy-cravings
accessories junkie (:
bohemian rhapsody
vintage-retro life
stubborn (:
silly



my bestest friends (:
my dearest (:
YI committee 2005/2006 (:
shopping sprees
McFly (:
five for fighting
taking back sunday
goo goo dolls
hillsongs
jars of clay
jesse mcCartney
green day
angels & airwaves
my ipod & laptop(:
most importantly, i love Jesus!




adam//lil brat's friend
ame [dearest sissy!]
amee seah (:
ade[super cutee!]
annabella
annann [pooh bear fan!]
anastacia!
alastair[charis' other half]
becca baybeh
benjamin
bre [LOVERR]
celeste [twinnie]
Charis [drama mama]
Charrisse
cheeky [super funny blog]
Clara [ex-pardneh/2B1'04]
cheryl [daughter-in-law :D ]
cherie
CJ[kor]
Chng Min!(:
clarice[pretty model]
dawnie!
deeLia [eldds senior (: ]
elanana![kukumalu!]
elena[cute shortass!]
Eunice [smartass dear!]
Eugenee[YI (: ]
ernest [YI (: ]
francesca
gabriel [crapper (: ]
genevieve [badminton pro (: ]
hannie [shortass (: ]
huiis[shopping khaki (: ]
isabelle [darrrlink!]
jane [dearest!]
jane sng [juniorr]
jasmine [LESSY!! <3]
jace
jessie dearest (:
jia en KOR
joelle [STEADD]
jonk[bestfriend]
justinarr [LD juniorr]
justinarr [darhls]
liling [LD junior]
liyun[insane woman (: ]
lynnie-poot (:
marckyyy!
markyyy!(AC boy :D )
marcus koh
Marlin ["boyfriend" =P ]
marie
michelle [mummy!!]
michelle lin(:
milts [ol brudder]
myren
nathan
N!virulenza (:
ninjaLZG
noelle [sweet lil dear]
princesses*
rachel chng [netballer]
rachel ho [tracker :D ]
rachel quah [LD debater]
rekha [LD actress (:]
richa [drama mama]
robyn [LD junior (:]
samantha lee [life partner =P]
samantha see [grammies]
samuel ong [gayy partner(: ]
simin [photographer]
sherwin[pessimist lar =P ]
sherylynn [LD-er(: ]
suqi(:
timothy tay (:
timchan
uriah tay soon yiu (:
vickyyy//horny person (:
wanyi [handbeller]
whateverr (:
yanting [sweetie (: ]
Yijie
Yuzhi
zhuangs
ziying

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